got all these words, can't waste them on another.

i got my leavers ball dress, atlast. i don't wanna take any full pictures yet though, and they keep coming out awful. but you can see the pattern and ruffled bits here.



i also, got a haircut. finally. getting rid of the whole over my face annoying fringe look.



i'm in the last 4 months of living in oxford, and it's making me think about everything i've done, and everything i wish i had done. i have so many confessions and secrets it feels like they've built up. i need a fresh-start, free of this.

i'm sorry i never turned up that night, i never wanted to leave you standing there waiting, but then i knew you'd be better off without me.